spencer 11 years today i miss you so much say it gets easier i dont find that have ruaraidh poppy and grandchildren but feel lonely and miss you so much lost alison in november so dont have her to talk to now as we used to talk about you but gone from my life but i love you and always will mamxx

some days are easier than others today is one of the not so good think im getting older and alison died in november so feel lost another link with you .got ruaraidh and daisy dallas poppy paul but sometimes i just feel so lonely and wish you were here to talk to .but even now you are loved and missed so much say time is a healer but it doesnt get easier sometimes i just need to let you know i love you and wish you were here xx

miss you so much and couldnt remember site so was upset but had message today so can now access site again ten years is a long time and i thought it would get easier but truthfully it hasnt .think a part of me died with you .you have nephew dallas who was 1 on 2nd and daisy who will be 4 august 14th so all things to be thinking about but always sadness as well you are still very much loved and missed always love mamxxx