well spencer 8 years have passed people move on with their lives .and you have neice called daisy grace who will be 2 on 14th. she has helped fill hole in my heart but i think about you all the time and miss you .i know you wouldnt want me to be sad all the time and i do try but still have days where i feel why but there was no answer so it was hard to move on .but you will always be my boy and will always be loved .and always remembered love always mamxx